Hey guys,
I think for the time being leaving me alone is good.
Maybe I'm really a failure AND good for nothing.
Maybe i really wasting earth space, wasting parent money, wasting everything in this world.
I NEED A BREAK NOW
Hey Josh,
Sorry for not contacting you for this few days. Hope you are still fine and good. I'm ok, no worry just need to clear my mind somehow and think about some stuff. Will contact you soon.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
She did too much thing that i could ever say so, when she left i felt empty and my passion for god dies as well as cos she was my role model. She was raised by weijie. Thanks wei jie for placing a great leader in my life, even though she left but her passion in me stayed. She went all the way just to ask how am i doing yet finding time to spend with me.. When during attachment she still asked weijie how am i doing.. Seriously its not only move me to tears it also tells myself what a jerk i've been to only realise it when she left. i would even give up my life for her to come back n lead.. she meant alot even till now... time doesn change the fact..
Hey Hilida,
I'm not as nice as what you say. Sorry that somehow i once make u lost ur way towards god. Now u living happily after is good for you. Hope you are perfevtly fine now. But i'm gone means i really gone. Hope now you have a good or even better leader which is strong to lead you on.
Hey Hilida,
I'm not as nice as what you say. Sorry that somehow i once make u lost ur way towards god. Now u living happily after is good for you. Hope you are perfevtly fine now. But i'm gone means i really gone. Hope now you have a good or even better leader which is strong to lead you on.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Everything....
Its been so long that I really blog. Everything has change, I'm different from last time. 360 degree change. My surrounding have change, like people i mix with and so on causes big change in me. =)
BMW GUCCI COACH LV CHANEL MAC GUESS AND SO ON...
i want all this. i want all this. i want all this.
Recently I went to cut my hair again.
Put pink hair extention.
And today I put EYE LASH EXTENTION.
I spend 1 hour and spend 50 bucks on it. =)
I realise recently I keep spending money.
Spend and Spend and Spend
Dad is looking for a malaysia house. If he buy I get to go over for holiday. I want a room if his renting out. =) Staying there is better than Singapore. =D
Finally I learn to put down everything but no matter what I still like you and love you like before. Nothing has change at all. But everything has gone and too late.
BMW GUCCI COACH LV CHANEL MAC GUESS AND SO ON...
i want all this. i want all this. i want all this.
Recently I went to cut my hair again.
Put pink hair extention.
And today I put EYE LASH EXTENTION.
I spend 1 hour and spend 50 bucks on it. =)
I realise recently I keep spending money.
Spend and Spend and Spend
Dad is looking for a malaysia house. If he buy I get to go over for holiday. I want a room if his renting out. =) Staying there is better than Singapore. =D
Finally I learn to put down everything but no matter what I still like you and love you like before. Nothing has change at all. But everything has gone and too late.
Can We Still be Friends???
I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven's light
I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring
From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart
I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love
I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stay
I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you'll forever stand
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven's light
I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring
From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart
I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love
I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stay
I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you'll forever stand
Monday, June 9, 2008
Tomorrow Never Comes
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days
If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you know I do.
So, just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much, and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
I would tuck you in more tightly, and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for just one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would tape each word and action, and play them back throughout my days
If I knew it would be the last time, I would spare an extra minute or two,
To stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you know I do.
So, just in case tomorrow never comes, and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you, and I hope we never will forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,And you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
That you love them very much, and you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
開心果與天使的承诺再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
i've done all that i could have ever did
eventually, i still lost everything.
why is it still so hard to let go?
I rather time turned back to where we first started,
whereby we're just some strangers
who happened to meet up..
so that things would still be like then and not like now.
of all those things that i've done,
i've never asked for anything.
why did you still have to go?
the day you said that you don't need me anymore.
the day that you declared that everything had ended.
the day that you had selfishly left.
what had i done?
if time can really turns back,
i'd rather not ask,
rather not ponder,
rather not doubt,
i'd rather not to know anything at all.
if you think you'll still misses me when i'm gone..
then don't ever leave me in the first place..
Now all my hopes are dashed in your hand...
My trust in relationship are all gone...
i've done all that i could have ever did
eventually, i still lost everything.
why is it still so hard to let go?
I rather time turned back to where we first started,
whereby we're just some strangers
who happened to meet up..
so that things would still be like then and not like now.
of all those things that i've done,
i've never asked for anything.
why did you still have to go?
the day you said that you don't need me anymore.
the day that you declared that everything had ended.
the day that you had selfishly left.
what had i done?
if time can really turns back,
i'd rather not ask,
rather not ponder,
rather not doubt,
i'd rather not to know anything at all.
if you think you'll still misses me when i'm gone..
then don't ever leave me in the first place..
Now all my hopes are dashed in your hand...
My trust in relationship are all gone...
Monday, April 21, 2008
失去你 还有什么事好关心
Xinle,
I'm sorry that i have'nt spoken to you or called you, though i have tried to explain to you on a few occassions now, that im not wanting anything or anyone in my life. I'm not sure how to tell you anyother way. Now if you hate for this, so be it. I cant change peoples thoughts and how they think. Though i have tried to tell you. Its just people only seem to listen to what they want to hear. Now if there are other guys in your life that want to date you, well i can't stop that. But what is ment to be will be. So you go for it. Life is to short so make the most of your life where you can. For me im not in any mood to be worring about other people at this stage.Sorry if this offends you, but seriously i have told you this countless times. And its nothing to do with you, or anything about you. I'm just not wanting anything ok. So if there is guys that want to date you, you go for it.
Josh
Xinle,
I'm sorry that i have'nt spoken to you or called you, though i have tried to explain to you on a few occassions now, that im not wanting anything or anyone in my life. I'm not sure how to tell you anyother way. Now if you hate for this, so be it. I cant change peoples thoughts and how they think. Though i have tried to tell you. Its just people only seem to listen to what they want to hear. Now if there are other guys in your life that want to date you, well i can't stop that. But what is ment to be will be. So you go for it. Life is to short so make the most of your life where you can. For me im not in any mood to be worring about other people at this stage.Sorry if this offends you, but seriously i have told you this countless times. And its nothing to do with you, or anything about you. I'm just not wanting anything ok. So if there is guys that want to date you, you go for it.
Josh
Sunday, April 20, 2008
I really want to know what you thinking.
You give me hope, you give me happiness.
Suddenly giving me false hope. A feeling of throwing me down the feeling.
Can exactly tell me what you really want? I don't mind waiting for you unless you don't like or love me anymore. I really want to know the answer. I don't want any false hope. I don't want stupidly waiting for no reason. I like you love you alot but you seems avoiding me. I really don't know what to do. Guys chasing me, I tell them although im single but not avaliable. I want you back. I really want you back. I'm really still waiting for you, unless you have a new love. Each time I sms you, I call you. You will never reply my sms or reply back a call. Last time no matter how busy you are, you will still give me a call when you finish work. But now you don't. You don't even bother to reply. You are totally different from the first time i know you. But no matter what I still like you and love you.
Hope to hear your reply soon.
You give me hope, you give me happiness.
Suddenly giving me false hope. A feeling of throwing me down the feeling.
Can exactly tell me what you really want? I don't mind waiting for you unless you don't like or love me anymore. I really want to know the answer. I don't want any false hope. I don't want stupidly waiting for no reason. I like you love you alot but you seems avoiding me. I really don't know what to do. Guys chasing me, I tell them although im single but not avaliable. I want you back. I really want you back. I'm really still waiting for you, unless you have a new love. Each time I sms you, I call you. You will never reply my sms or reply back a call. Last time no matter how busy you are, you will still give me a call when you finish work. But now you don't. You don't even bother to reply. You are totally different from the first time i know you. But no matter what I still like you and love you.
Hope to hear your reply soon.
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