He says

For some reason i feel lost in my own world. I dont know why that is, but i just can't seem to think about much at the moment. I kind of feel a little bit alone, everyone's life just goes on normally whilst mine seems to be getting lost in thought. I just sometimes feel as though i want to escape everything and go trecking in the jungle, so i can scream to the clouds above me with all my anger and saddness. How to clear my head.....How to see what will happen in my future....what am I doing with my life.......i wish my mum never had to leave...i wish i could ring her now and just chit chat with her....ahhh.....how my life has changed.